Emo post

Sorry for posting such an emo post, but I really had to find an outlet and so here I am. I have been feeling a little ill since the last few days. Mainly because of a very bad sore throat. I tried to drink lots of water but the condition doesn't seem to be getting better.
I woke up very early this morning(as I slept relatively early the night before) and felt very very terrible. It felt like I didn't want to do anything for the whole day but just lie in bed. Though after some more rest, and when I woke up for breakfast I felt a little better upon hearing some news that made me feel more alived.
Though when I reached the university and the rest of the day (even now) I had the song "Bleeding Love" stuck in my head. Though its not the whole song, the exact verse that keep playing in my head was " But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you, they try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth, my heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing, you cut me open and I, keep bleeding ....." till the end of the chorus. I have no idea why I felt better singing this song nor do I know why I am singing this song(maybe I do know?).
On the way back, I saw an old couple walking slowly enjoying the views hand in hands. That made me remember things. Made me miss my mother, my father, my sister, my dog, my cat. I miss all of you.