Fail

Today I had my last class for my medical psychology cycle and that means I will be having a small conclusion quiz test to allow the teacher to squeeze out as much information as our puny brains could grasp on for this short days we had classes. One by one my fellow mates took the oral test and finally it was my turn. Topic by topic he asked and I managed to scrape and dodge through his bullets with little damage. The question he asked me were the tricky question where you had to analyze the question and think a bit before you can pull out the answer he wants from one of the text he gave us from classes. Alas, I was unable to get one of his question correct and was failed for that topic and that meant I had to come back to resit for that particular topic in order to get the credit I need. After that, he said he wanted to have a break and went out of the classroom though he still had 2 more topics he still hasn't question me about. We were all giggling in the class as most of us have already taken the exam leaving me with two more topics and one of my fellow classmate to endure the whole questioning process from the beginning. But, when he finally came back from the long rest, he skipped questioning me and proceed to question the last person. I kept calm and thought he might ask me after he has finished his rounds with my friend. Except, things doesn't always go the way we want it to be. He told us to resit for classes he failed us and that he wishes good luck. I immediately stood up and told him that he had skipped me and didn't even gave me a chance to answer before he failed me. His answer was " You fail one class you fail another, what difference will it make, go back and prepare all the topics, if you really knew the material, the time you need to resit the test will be less than a few minutes for all the topics." and with that he dismissed me. By that time I was raging and fuming. He failed me for 3 classes just because I was unable to answer correctly for one ? All I can blame is that I was not in favour at that particular moment and hope I will do better next time. Though I couldn't help feeling disappointed and angry for the treatment I was given in class. I tried to lash out at the gym to get rid of my anger and depression but I couldn't get all of it out of my system. So here I am, trying to fuse out the remaining sparks by writing my heart out.