I'm coming home

With graduation of some of my seniors earlier this week, and the summer holidays arrival, my drive to study has been quite low. But thanks to my exemption from the first examination, I had extra time to prepare for the only final that I will be taking. I just hope that everything will go smoothly and I will soon find myself on the plane with its final destination being - Malaysia.

The thought of being able to go back brings excitement to the core of my body. Thoughts of seeing family members which I have not meet for a long time, close friends that I miss dearly, have made me look forward to the trip back.

But, (ah, yes. The infamous but that always appear) the thought of having to do practicals in a hospital where I have no friends around is pretty scary. I'm afraid because I might be deemed stupid and ignorant for not knowing my materials (which I think is quite true) and also afraid that I'll be wasting my time there since there might not be anyone willing to teach me or allow me to tag them. Furthermore, after hearing that there are quite a small number of patients due to the hospital's policy, I am really afraid that my time there will be boring. At the same time, I'm also quite excited as this will be my first chance to really act as a doctor (the last time I practiced, I didn't do much back in 3rd year I acted as a nurse assistant, and on the 4th I went to follow the ambulance). I'm looking forward to be able to do some manipulations and be able to witness some surgical procedures.

I'm writing this entry as the time ticks away with less than 24hours away to my final paper and around 4 days away from my arrival back in my beloved home country (love my family members there and food only, the rest - not that much).

Wish me luck guys !! Hopefully the next time I'm posting, it will be either from the airport or from Malaysia!

Summer

Summer holidays are round the corner, most youngsters are trying their best to get back in shape to attract one another for a short lived fun. The sky is filled with the heat of the sun. These are what we know about the summer weather.

But these few weeks, instead of having the forementioned weather, I have been stuck with the gloomy rainy weather of autumn. The floors being filled with puddles of water, the sky crowding with dark ominous cloud.

This gloomy weather has made me much of a laze. I’ve been spending my last few weeks on my bed doing nothing except sleeping and eating. I haven’t been to the gym for a week or so, and the condition has worsened till that I’m lazy to even cook and eat a proper meal.

Now, all I have in mind is to get over with my exams as fast as possible and get home to where my parents are so I can have the comfort of my family