I'm coming home

With graduation of some of my seniors earlier this week, and the summer holidays arrival, my drive to study has been quite low. But thanks to my exemption from the first examination, I had extra time to prepare for the only final that I will be taking. I just hope that everything will go smoothly and I will soon find myself on the plane with its final destination being - Malaysia.

The thought of being able to go back brings excitement to the core of my body. Thoughts of seeing family members which I have not meet for a long time, close friends that I miss dearly, have made me look forward to the trip back.

But, (ah, yes. The infamous but that always appear) the thought of having to do practicals in a hospital where I have no friends around is pretty scary. I'm afraid because I might be deemed stupid and ignorant for not knowing my materials (which I think is quite true) and also afraid that I'll be wasting my time there since there might not be anyone willing to teach me or allow me to tag them. Furthermore, after hearing that there are quite a small number of patients due to the hospital's policy, I am really afraid that my time there will be boring. At the same time, I'm also quite excited as this will be my first chance to really act as a doctor (the last time I practiced, I didn't do much back in 3rd year I acted as a nurse assistant, and on the 4th I went to follow the ambulance). I'm looking forward to be able to do some manipulations and be able to witness some surgical procedures.

I'm writing this entry as the time ticks away with less than 24hours away to my final paper and around 4 days away from my arrival back in my beloved home country (love my family members there and food only, the rest - not that much).

Wish me luck guys !! Hopefully the next time I'm posting, it will be either from the airport or from Malaysia!